lie..or truth

if i told you the truth and said i miss you, you would think im some silly little girl with a crush. if i lied and said i dont miss you, well i wouldnt be able to bear that. so which one do you pick.....the unbearable truth.......or the unbearable lie??







daisy

trips.....

do i love trips?? sure why not! but in a trip, you have to have the right mind set. if your stuck with your family, you al have to be on your best behavior if you dont want things to go sour. and with friends, the only way to behave is to misbehave.... but no matter what trip you go on you have to come back and say wo im glad to be home or you left with a whole. making you want more, and more. making you want to go on trips with people you choose, not people your forced to go with. you want it to be fun, you want it to be magical, you want it to be so terrible that its funny. and all you can do is burst out laughing and say god do you remember your face?? you were so pissed it was histarical. where there is no hard feelings and you know your going to again. because no matter how bad it was you know you would do it a million times over. its all about the people your with. if you think you have found those people, do yourself a big favor and keep them forever. im still waiting for that trip, but i know ive found the people, the best people to had a crappy moment with...

imagination is key :D

ha ha im that girl that you see and think wow whats she on!!!?? (dont worry just high on life :D) it natural..... i wanna feel this way forever. if you lose your passion for life you probably should a damn good sub.... if i ever lost mine, i have many back ups, enough to keep me hear forever if that was possible. some good things to look at if your sad :
your boyfriend
your best friend
your shoes
rubber duckies.....
come on people rememer what your living for................. : D i know im remnded every day
DAISY

im just a little girl......

i know many things. good and bad. ive learned through hardships, tey seem to be the best learning lessons. sometimes i wish i could go back to when i was a little girl, when everything was easy. your biggest worry being wether or not santa was coming. now i worry about other things, like how im going to make it till tomarrow. then i see her, and talk to him, and only then am i reminded why i stay. dont tell me little girl... dont be so blue because i know what your going through. you dont. which is fine, but dont give me false ope that you might, it dosent help me. the best thing i can do is put on my big girl pants and face my struggles.


Daisy

why i keep them around

i keep them around because even though they dont know it, there my world. when i think about the last year without them.....its impossible to even begin what it would be like. i would be niave, maybe act my age, maybe not know so much. truth be told, i wouldnt change it. theres nothing i want more in life then to be with them forever. if i die knowing there waiting for me, i will always be content. i could not accomplish anything and know they would still love me to the moon and back. im a screw up, but there is nothing that can change that. i love them...but im not letting down my wall. i cant be hurt again. at least not like i have been. i feel bad, but i cant change how i feel about the subject, i do love them though. i only hope they can look through all my bad sides and maybe see the good.

daisy